okay okay. its been on my mind for so long. i gues i'm really deprived right now.
the list of movies i want to watch.

-simpsons. (i got sick of asking ben to watch with me.)
-disturbia.
-perfect stranger.
-881 (singaporean film. support singaporeans people!)
-secret. ( i don't know why i want to watch this show. maybe cause jay chou is in it.)
-hairspray! (i've been waiting for this.)
-rush hour 3.

ben,
stop keeping to yourself. if you continue to do this, i'm pretty much sure that it would be the end of the world for you. will it hurt? to open up just a little bit? to let people know what is going on in your mind?
to let me know whats going on in your mind.
maybe for once, you can let someone in. i'll promise that i wont misplace that trust. i won't. give me a chance.
we can always try, just let me understand you.

i can give and give and give. and you can keep taking. but when is anything going to happen.

what is mine will be mine. what isn't will never be mine.

comfort comes in the form of Dunfu. wise words that enable me to have a good sleep.
we will have tough times, but its all about coming through that.